I’ve been in such a dirty mood lately, craving all sorts of things. Some things, Daddy and I talk about but just don’t get around to… Some things, we haven’t discussed. When I was younger – even as a little girl, not even old enough for school – I played all sorts of dirty games on my own. Visions of my future never included a husband or career, but they always involved a Master, an Owner, naughty and perverse exploitation and humiliation. I practiced ’slave positions’ without ever realising that’s what they were.
Lately, I’ve been getting back into ’self exploration’… Doing things in my apartment, imagining Sir is there, practicing… I sit naked, back onto my feet, legs spread… I arch up a little, exposing my arse, imagining Daddy crouched behind me, playing with my cunt. I get onto my knees, spread my legs and bow down, head to the floor, arse in the air. I crawl across the floor slowly, imagining Sir watching my arse as I crawl away…
When I was little (under 10) I used to get into toilet humiliation. Maybe I had a thing for it then and didn’t realise 
I would make myself wait until absolutely busting, then straddle the toilet, facing the back, legs spread… I would beg in my mind for permission to pee. I’d set myself conditions, like that I had to cum first, or straight after…
Sir wants me to be able to drink all of his piss… We rarely work on it. I’ve been doing a little on my own… I straddle the toilet like I did as a child, spread my legs and play with my cunt as I piss. Sometimes I lick my fingers clean. Sometimes I make myself wait until I’m about to piss myself. Sometimes I kneel in the shower, wearing panties only, and piss my pants…
I’ve been practicing eating from a plate on the floor. Naked, legs spread, arse up… I really, really wanna get a doggy bowl and eat from it on the floor.
My mind keeps turning to dirtier, sluttier ideas… Sir can tell He says he can feel it in my cunt when I’ve been a slut or been thinking about being a slut…
Now I just have to shift these things from ‘fantasy land’ and things I do on my own, to things I do with Him.
Yum!
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